Saturday, March 10, 2007

a night of disappointment. a day of gladness and joy.

i slept the night before i didnt get to study for my FI paper !
my first time I SKIPPED my mock paper..wahahhaaaaaa....
thank God is Friday ! TGIF !

i was angry with myself last night.
guess i was not inline with GOD.
i felt i was such an utter disappointment to God
i can't discipline myself to do what i am suppose to do
i can't live up to the standard to my spiritual maturity
i felt im a letdown to my dad who work so hard
my mum who brought me up
i ask myself why i had a peabrain
i need to Love myself. i need to Trust God
but u know sometimes is hard at those times.
u just can't. because the faith is not strong enough to be constantly in line with God.
i need to find sources to bring myself back to Him
i just broke down last night

had a good chat with Abigail
after soo many years can!!
from cat class pri 5

and i brought her to Amplify prayer meet!
my source to my revival of cry yesterday night.
OBEDIENCE TO GOD - cassilda talk
enlightened me ! *jumps*
theres this vietnam girl i know there today
shes called QOORO ?
she damn cute lor!
i borrowed some books.
i hope is of some help to me for my talk next week
*shouts* i have yet to prepare . help*

tomolo going to livingstones pm!!
maurice is going to enlighten me again!
yay.

caution :
Im not High. im Normal. u're Abnormal if u claim im High. becos im inLine with God.

Amen.

2 papers on MONDAY !
*i pray i can at least go for it*

*teehee*

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